Prayer

It has been a couple of days since I have written anything. And the reason for that is my heart is so burdened with things on it. The things of this world going on around us. Family and friends. And I am not sure what is going to come out of my heart today. I pray that I say things right and do not offend anyone. But at same time try to express how I feel. When you read this I would love everyone to pray for my 73 year old Mother. Pray God's will for her please. You know when you had your children and how your heart was so joyous and happy. But when they got sick for the first time it was like what can I do. So you do what you can, Pray for them and what the Dr. told you to do. And there was moments and times when this was going on. That it seemed like they might be getting worse at times than better. So you would pray and pray and pray and believe God and pray more. Then things got better. Well this is how I have felt when it has come to my Mom. Cause she lives about 9 hours from me.Well My mom has copd and that is congestive heart failure. She has been away from home about 3 mths this time I think. And it was at hospital for 2 weeks then to the nursing home. Now that she has been at nursing home she has been back to hospital 3 times. And recent was on saturday. She has pneumonia again for the 3rd time since she has been at nursing home. I want to go see my mom last time I seen her was 2 years ago. And in that time I have let go of alot of things of unforgiveness in me. I can truly sit here and tell you. I am 53 years old and I truly love my mom with every once of being in me. And I thought I would never feel that way. And it feels so good. To be free of that bondage that was keeping me down. So if you are reading this and you have a hurt in your heart that hurts everytime you mention something about it. And think you are always going to feel that way. Well I am here to tell you that it will come to pass. IF IF IF you turn every thing about that situation over to God and let him heal your heart and put that boundless love in your heart. You know like that song goes, boundless love boundless love it has conquered all the death from the grave grave, boundless love boundless love for those are saved.

Hm now think of that one we are saved by someone who has unlimited love for us. Wow that is a strong statement isn't it. UNLIMITED is wow alot of love. So if i stink , he loves me, if i hate he loves me, if i am hateful to people he loves me. If i am a awful person no matter what he loves me. If someone kills he loves me. And all I have to do is ask him to forgive me, and he will forgive me, and I get to go to his house and live for ever. Now the odd thing about this is,this. All those things I mentioned Jesus forgives me. But if we walk up to someone and they dot smell as good as we think they should well we walk away. Did you ever think you are the only Jesus person that they might see that day. Think about that if you are my age or older you probably have grand kids. And you just can't wait for them to come and spend time with you. So you plan stuff for ya'll or you sit and enjoy one another. Well think about it this way Jesus is planning or home for us. Also he sits at the right hand of our father making intersession for you and me. That is some powerful stuff. And sometimes we can't even say Lord please bless jane doe. And we leave it. When I get to heaven I want Jesus to tell me job well done. Now I am a failure I am a striver to get to go home to live with my SAVIOR, MY MASTER, MY REDEEMER.
And in order to do all that I need prayers, and I need to pray for others. This has been on my heart for a very long time. If you have prayer requests leave them here for me and I will pray for you. Or you can email me at hotnanaof_9@sbcglobal.net. I have 10 grand kids now. at the time my daughter set that up for me I had 9. And I love everyone of them. The are seed of me.

I pray that you have a great week, And please note if you ask for prayer I will pray. GOD has been dealing with me about praying for the people I go to church with. I feel like we all need to be lifted up in prayer everyday. God bless you .


Love Nana